منوعات

Heavy rain poured on my window In a sky that was dark During a sunset What was left from you A mark
A heart that I wanted to borrow Left with miserable sorrow It’s my head, that I didn’t follow
No matter how I try to draw  the distance between us My heart, it’s to thaw Feels so ridiculous My feelings on a seesaw A fight of Minus and plus 
I’ve been living All of my life Drinking everyone’s waste Acting like A sweetie wife Wishing for my days To end in haste
The words you said They were really vain It was obvious, but I lied to myself To escape The anguishing pain You did too as well, to yourself
My emptiest of days I filled them  In the most dull of the ways Until my heart started to Turn into "black soil”
You can't live without me Right? You’ve been in so much pain Isn’t that so? That was what you said That night "I’m just so sorry to let you go…”
I’ve held my tears  For too much Not only that night But a bunch And let it all out in a way That "fertilized” the ones around 
And when the day comes Loneliness cover me From head to toe I would be calling for you Crying for help For you to come Won’t you be able to see? That I still want you to be With me 
What if you didn't come? My door An open place will be Unless it’s not you
And when I tried to put forgiveness In between me and you Turns out I’ve already forgiven you But what is it That I really cannot do Is to forget what you did do so Is to forget you 
A sweet breeze is What came after the rain When the moon was almost out  I figured it out We cannot forget the ones who hurt us The ones who made our days seem grievous We just get Bored of their pain And fulfill Their empty place With "humus” and "phosphorus”